My life as a beautiful song

Noone knows how you feel
Noone there you'd like to see
The day was dark and full of pain
You write help with your own blood
'Cause hope is all you've got
You open up you eyes
But nothings changed

I don't want to cause you trouble
Don't wanna stay too long
I just came here to say to you

Turn around, I am here
If you want it's me you'll see
Doesn't count, far or near
I can hold you when you reach for me

Your life is meaningless
Your diary full of trash
It's so hard to get along with empty hands
You're looking for the rainbow
But it died not long ago
It tried to shine just for you
Until the end

I don't want to cause you trouble
Don't wanna stay too long
I just came here to say to you
I am by your side
Just for a little while

Turn around, I am here
If you want it's me you'll see
Doesn't count, far or near
I can hold you when you reach for me

If the world makes you confused
And your senses you seem to lose
If the storm doesn't want to diffuse
And you just don't know what to do
Look around, I am here
Doesn't count far or near

I am by your side
Just for a little while

Turn around
Turn around, I am here
Turn around
Doesn't count, far or near
Turn around
If you want it's me you'll see
Turn around
I can hold you when you reach for me
Turn around, I am here
Doesn't count, far or near

I am by your side
Just for a little while
We'll make it if we try


.- Thanks to Tokio Hotel who wrote those amazing lyrics

domingo, 18 de octubre de 2009

INTO THE NIGHT


oh wn! ayer/hoy (como sea!) la pasé tan bien :D de aqui tengo dosis hasta como tres semanas sin más soponcios xd
Amor amé a tus primos son la raja deberias hacer carretes así más seguidos xd la weona barsa la cagué xdd
ya ya en fin, buen dia hoy sin mencionar (igual lo estoy mencionando duh!) que no he dormido nada y mis piernas me están matando =_= ya y eso D: y ehm mi prima me acaba de contar el sueño más genial de todo el mundo xd oh ctm como me exitan los OH YEAHs de Bill weon amo a ese ptm! y eso en fin, dia bueno n_ñ asi que se lo dedicaré ezpezialmente :B a mi novia y a mi prima (L) las amo más que la chucha wn! C:
cancion por favor!...


**

In Die Nacht

In mir wird es langsam kalt
wie lang könn wir beide
hier noch sein
Bleib hier
die Schatten wolln mich holn
Doch wenn wir gehn
dann gehn wir nur zu Zweit
Du bist alles was ich bin und alles was duch meine Adern Fließt
Immer werden wir uns tragen

Egal wohin wir fahrn egal wie tief


Ich will da nicht allein sein
lass uns gemeinsam in die Nacht
Irgendwann wird es Zeit sein
lass uns gemeinsam in die Nacht

Ich höre wenn du leise schreist

spüre jeden Atemzug von dir

Und auch
wenn das Schicksal uns zerreißt
Egal was danach kommt
das teilen wir

Ich will da nicht allein sein

lass uns gemeinsam

in die Nacht

Irgendwann wird es Zeit sein

lass uns gemeinsam in die Nacht

In die Nacht irgendwann

In die Nacht

nur mit dir zusamm!


Halt mich sonst treib ich

alleine in die Nacht

Nimm mich mit und halt mich
sonst treib ich

alleine in die Nacht


Ich will da nicht allein sein

lass uns gemeinsam
in die Nacht
Irgendwann wird es Zeit sein
lass uns gemeinsam in die Nacht

DU BIST ALLES WAS ICH BIN....
UND ALLES WAS DURCH MEINE ADERN FLIEßT!

sábado, 17 de octubre de 2009

Happy bday to my dear beloved!

Esto sería más bonito si tuviera alguna foto tuya en el pc y por razones que no diré NO ME DA LA GANA ROBARME UNA DE TU FACEBOOK xd me siento muy invasora a la privacidá! lawlz
Escribiré esto en español asi me explayo mejor (;
Te estaba escribiendo una carta hermosa pero algo pasó (ok, si... el soponcio que me tuve que contener el viernes me paso boleta) y no te la pude entregar (osea el viernes no estaba terminada porque no tuve tiempo) y en fin la estaba escribiendo en una hojita de mi personal diary (cosa que es sagrada para mi :|) y me dio el soponcio brigidamente y lo rayé y me puse a llorar y destrui todo U_U sorry pero lo compensaré.
Asi que te lo escribo aqui en un pedacito de espacio de mi querido amigo blog y en uno de esos atacasos artisticos talvez el lunes te la entregue asi chan wapá xd
ya y eso (:








My dear Wally <3
Primero que todo FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS! *-*
wn ya estás a un año de ser más brande (R) y cumplir 18 ._. en fin pero no entremos en ese tema! ... asi que pasalo de LOLO MANOLO :D tomate hasta el agua del florero porque simplemente TE LO MERECES!
Ya y aqui llegamos a la parte donde te debes aguantar las ganas de llorar, etc etc etc xd ahi voy :B are you ready? ...
Wally, cariño, gracias!, gracias por ser tan buena amiga no dejarme nunca y siempre escuchar y comprender todas mis ideas locas de la vida :E
En tí he encontrado mi propio refugio porque cuando estoy contigo siento que nada me puede dañar y el mundo es lindo cuando pasas tu tiempo con una de las amigas de la vida más tierna, simpatica, wena pal... webeo! (i) xd y asi podria seguir toda la vida, y ya sé que suena melodramático, pero tu sabes que soy muy inestable emocionalmente y que vivo en un cuadro depresivo crónico y blababla WHATEVER! soy una poetisa reprimida xd
Simplemente por eso quiero te quiero agradecer todo todo TODO! eres una persona esencial en mi vida ahora más que nunca (te acuerdas que te dije que esta era la parte donde tenias que aguantarte las ganas de llorar? PUTA WN TE GANÉ! xd si el teclado no me electrocuta será un milagro) ya ps y eso... entonces GRACIAS! de nuevo :B por estar ahi a mi lado todos estos años y que junto a ti han sido ezpeziales :B sin duda alguna!
y eso es todo... es poquito pero salió directamente de mi corazón y si me faltó decir algo es porque simplemente ya te lo dije mil veces!
Wally wn, te amo mujer!
"nunca cambies xd" no, pero en serio wn! I MEAN IT! D:
"no importa si te mueres, me eres infiel 77, me rompes el corazon u.u, me hagas llorar, me golpees y no me dejes babear por otra gente" siempre habrá una niña que te querrá hartaaaazo.
ah! se me olvidadaba .-. si me eres infiel plz se sutil para decirmelo (Y)

Sin más que decir se despide tu amiga, prometida, novia, amante, complice, compañera, media hermana...

Emily A. Martin E. (:

Am i good enough for you to love me too?!

you hurt me yesterday, don't know how but you really did
and i can't stand this situation anymore i need to let you go
but something inside doesn't let me do it, a voice in my head tells my that i
have a tiny shot left. I'M SO SICK OF THIS lying to you about what's happening to me
when i'm a fucking mess and all i say is "i'm alright" but the truth is that I'M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY! yeah you shouldn't know what's wrong with me otherwise our 'friendship' will
be broken up forever...
I thought i could count on you in any situation, but this is so fucked up that i can't longer handle it
I'M A FUCKING MESS!
Suicide is tempting now to me now and i still think is a coward easy way out but i have no options left! i'd like to say FUCK YOU but i can't! i need you so much that it hurts just to think about it.
maybe just a simple word can fix that a lot,
Goodbye...

PS: I LOVE YOU



Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.

viernes, 16 de octubre de 2009

Not a song these are my real thoughts



Look at her she's crying so sick about all of your problems shut your lips, don't say a fucking word and you, standing there smirking at her!? aren't you ashamed? she used to be your best friend you used to love her you broke her heart creating stupid fairytales and telling lies to her face yelling to the sky you were in love when it wasn't true this pain of love will never stop that's your own creation oh! you're so stupid don't worry she doesn't needs you anymore it will take a bit but this will end right here!



i know is not all your fault
BLAME ME

miércoles, 14 de octubre de 2009

i won't get over you that fast just because I DON'T WANT TO! :D

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong

Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong

Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded




When my heart is completely broken i'll consider
the option to forget you, but now I LOVE BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU
well, i think "being in love" is too much but maybe is MORE THAN JUST A CRUSH?
sorry... but i fucking love you
you're not just a person, you'd been by my side since always!

martes, 13 de octubre de 2009

We need to talk!


Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right


i want you all for myself!
you're MINE and no one else's!!!!

and if you are here playing a FUCKING reckless game
fine, i'll be dead when the game is over

sábado, 10 de octubre de 2009

Wrong feelings?!

Wise men say only fools rush in
but I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
some things are meant to be
take my hand, take my whole life too
for I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
some things are meant to be
take my hand, take my whole life too
for I can't help falling in love with you
for I can't help falling in love with you


.- Thanks Elvis <3




Well the situation is absolutly out of any control but i will survive...
i'm falling in love so hard that i can't handle it, that kinda freaks me out a little bit 'cause
if this is just a game i won't be able to breathe anymore.

jueves, 1 de octubre de 2009

i'm destroyed


love is an evil drug
!



if i did something wrong, please forgive me... it was never my intetion
even not knowing what i did


i hate feeling so hopeless, but you didn't even looked at me... just tell me what's happening!
i can't handle this situation if you're so speechless

just grab a knife and watch me die

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