oh shit!

I probably shouldn’t say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the
Previous relationship
That we shared
It was awsome, but we lost it
Is that possible for me
Not to care?

And now were standing in the rain
But nothings ever gonna change
Until you hear
My dear

THE 7 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU!
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain
Your games
You’re insecure
You love me
You like her
You made me laugh
You made me cry
I don’t know which side to buy

Your friends, they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7 things
I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It’s awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Is your sincere apology
When you mean it
I’ll believe it
If you text it
I’ll delete it
Let’s be clear
Well I’m not coming back
You’re taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain
Your games
You’re insecure
You love me
You like her
You made me laugh
You made me cry
I don’t know which side to buy

Your friends, they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7 things
I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

I’ve been through all
The great things
That would take to long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old levi's
When we kiss i'm hypnotized
You make me laugh
You make me cry
But I guess that’s bullsh*t I’ll have to buy
Your hands in mine
When they’re intertwined
Everything’s alright
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7 things
I like the most that you do
You make me love you!!!!
You do!

Underneath the mistletoe

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

All I want for Christmas is you... baby

... no more words, just lyrics (L)

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

Comparasons are easily done
once you've had a taste of perfection
like an apple handing from a tree
I pick the ripest on i still got the seed
you said move on where do i go
I guess second best is all i will know

cause when im with him i am thinking of you, thinking of you
what you would do if
you were the one who was spending the night
oh i wish that i was looking into your eye

you're like an indian summer in the middle of winter
like a hard candy with a surprise center
how do i get better once ive had the best
you said there's tons of fish in the waters
so the waters i will test
he kissed my lips i taste your mouth
he pulled me in, i was discussed with myself

cause when im with him i am thinking of you, thinking of you
what you would do if
you were the one who was spending the night
oh i wish that i was looking into your....

the best and oh i do regret
how could i let myself let you go
and now, now the lessons learned
i touched and i was burned
oh i think you should know

cause when im with him i am thinking of you, thinking of you
what you would do if
you were the one who was spending the night
oh i wish that i was looking into your eye, your eyes, your eye
wont you walk through and
bust down the door and take me away no more mistakes
cause in your eyes i'd like to stay

Primer amor
No dejes que me vaya más
Voy a dormir contigo hasta el amanecer

Despiértame antes de que salga el sol
Tú sabes que no hay nadie
que te quiera como yo lo hago
No, no, no, no, no.

Ámame más
no dejes de respirar
ámame así
con tu locura y calor

Tú sabes que eres el primero en mí
tú sabes cuanto me cuesta marcharme amor
de tu lado
ámame más

Día tras día
estoy contigo
Día tras día
siempre eres mío
Noche tras noche
aún sigo tuya
Tú y yo
Tú y yo
Nada podría separarnos

Amanecer
tapada en mi cama sin tí
sin tu boca, sin tus ojos
sin tu risa, sin tus besos
sin tus locas ganas de quereme a mí
a mí
a mí no me preocupa que tal vez
tal vez, tal vez
un día pase y no te vea
estoy tranquila, estoy tranquila
estoy pensando en tí

Día tras día
Día tras día
Noche tras noche
Tú y yo
Tú y yo
Nada podría separarnos...

You have NO idea (U)

Always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I haven't felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lying on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
I'm here forever
I know we were
Oh oh oh oh oh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

HOW DO YOU DO IT?!!!!

Everybody's talking to me about a subject that changed my life... but you sorta changed it, i need my own drug... I FUCKING NEED YOU.
**

the drugs began to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer.

You wont try to save me
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine.

You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime.

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself
I bet you believe
That I'm better off with you than someone else

Your face arrives again
All hope I had becomes surreal
But under your cover's
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I will save myself.

**
OMG I LIKE YOU SO MUCH! it hurts damn!

TODO TERMINO, NO CREES?

Now I know
That I can’t make you stay
But where’s your heart
But where’s your heart
But where’s your...

I know
There’s nothing I could say
To change that heart
To change that heart
To change...

So many
Bright lights been cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
The life that’s so demanding
I get so weak
And all their souls are burning
I can’t speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I’m out here
On the other side
Of the jet black
Broken mirror
And I’m so weak
Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
And all their souls are burning
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights are
glowing bright at me
These bright lights are
glowing bright at me
I said

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unfraid
Asleep or dead


I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

ya no tengo creatividad para poner un titulo xd

I've been here before a few times
and i'm quite aware we're dying
and your hands they shake with goodbyes
and i'll take you back if you'd have me
so here i am i'm trying
so here i am are you ready?

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
always
kiss you, taste you all night
always

And i'll miss your laugh, your smile
i'll admit i'm wrong if you'd tell me
i'm so sick of fights i hate them
lets start this again for real

So here i am i'm trying
so here i am are you ready?
so here i am i'm trying
so here i am are you ready?

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
always
kiss you, taste you all night
always
touch you, feel you,
always
kiss you, taste you all night
always

I've been here before a few times
and i'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
always
kiss you, taste you all night
always
touch you, feel you,
always
kiss you, taste you all night
always...

Something for you (:

Esto ya se está saliendo de control! |:
Amor, si ayer te hice sentir mal de verdad perdon! u__u

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.

Cos you were all "Yellow,"
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

I don't wanna lose you at all! (;

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown
in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down.




DE VERDAD no sabes cuanto te quiero... (:

INTO THE NIGHT

oh wn! ayer/hoy (como sea!) la pasé tan bien :D de aqui tengo dosis hasta como tres semanas sin más soponcios xd
Amor amé a tus primos son la raja deberias hacer carretes así más seguidos xd la weona barsa la cagué xdd ya ya en fin, buen dia hoy sin mencionar (igual lo estoy mencionando duh!) que no he dormido nada y mis piernas me están matando =_= ya y eso D: y ehm mi prima me acaba de contar el sueño más genial de todo el mundo xd oh ctm como me exitan los OH YEAHs de Bill weon amo a ese ptm! y eso en fin, dia bueno n_ñ asi que se lo dedicaré ezpezialmente :B a mi novia y a mi prima (L) las amo más que la chucha wn! C:
cancion por favor!...

**

In Die Nacht

In mir wird es langsam kalt
wie lang könn wir beide hier noch sein
Bleib hier die Schatten wolln mich holn
Doch wenn wir gehn dann gehn wir nur zu Zweit
Du bist alles was ich bin und alles was duch meine Adern Fließt
Immer werden wir uns tragen
Egal wohin wir fahrn egal wie tief

Ich will da nicht allein sein lass uns gemeinsam in die Nacht
Irgendwann wird es Zeit sein lass uns gemeinsam in die Nacht

Ich höre wenn du leise schreist
spüre jeden Atemzug von dir
Und auch wenn das Schicksal uns zerreißt
Egal was danach kommt das teilen wir

Ich will da nicht allein sein
lass uns gemeinsam
in die Nacht
Irgendwann wird es Zeit sein
lass uns gemeinsam in die Nacht

In die Nacht irgendwann
In die Nacht
nur mit dir zusamm!

Halt mich sonst treib ich
alleine in die Nacht
Nimm mich mit und halt mich
sonst treib ich
alleine in die Nacht

Ich will da nicht allein sein
lass uns gemeinsam
in die Nacht
Irgendwann wird es Zeit sein
lass uns gemeinsam in die Nacht

DU BIST ALLES WAS ICH BIN.... UND ALLES WAS DURCH MEINE ADERN FLIEßT!

Happy bday to my dear beloved!

Esto sería más bonito si tuviera alguna foto tuya en el pc y por razones que no diré NO ME DA LA GANA ROBARME UNA DE TU FACEBOOK xd me siento muy invasora a la privacidá! lawlz
Escribiré esto en español asi me explayo mejor (;
Te estaba escribiendo una carta hermosa pero algo pasó (ok, si... el soponcio que me tuve que contener el viernes me paso boleta) y no te la pude entregar (osea el viernes no estaba terminada porque no tuve tiempo) y en fin la estaba escribiendo en una hojita de mi personal diary (cosa que es sagrada para mi :|) y me dio el soponcio brigidamente y lo rayé y me puse a llorar y destrui todo U_U sorry pero lo compensaré.
Asi que te lo escribo aqui en un pedacito de espacio de mi querido amigo blog y en uno de esos atacasos artisticos talvez el lunes te la entregue asi chan wapá xd
ya y eso (:







My dear Wally <3
Primero que todo FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS! *-*
wn ya estás a un año de ser más brande (R) y cumplir 18 ._. en fin pero no entremos en ese tema! ... asi que pasalo de LOLO MANOLO :D tomate hasta el agua del florero porque simplemente TE LO MERECES!
Ya y aqui llegamos a la parte donde te debes aguantar las ganas de llorar, etc etc etc xd ahi voy :B are you ready? ...
Wally, cariño, gracias!, gracias por ser tan buena amiga no dejarme nunca y siempre escuchar y comprender todas mis ideas locas de la vida :E
En tí he encontrado mi propio refugio porque cuando estoy contigo siento que nada me puede dañar y el mundo es lindo cuando pasas tu tiempo con una de las amigas de la vida más tierna, simpatica, wena pal... webeo! (i) xd y asi podria seguir toda la vida, y ya sé que suena melodramático, pero tu sabes que soy muy inestable emocionalmente y que vivo en un cuadro depresivo crónico y blababla WHATEVER! soy una poetisa reprimida xd
Simplemente por eso quiero te quiero agradecer todo todo TODO! eres una persona esencial en mi vida ahora más que nunca (te acuerdas que te dije que esta era la parte donde tenias que aguantarte las ganas de llorar? PUTA WN TE GANÉ! xd si el teclado no me electrocuta será un milagro) ya ps y eso... entonces GRACIAS! de nuevo :B por estar ahi a mi lado todos estos años y que junto a ti han sido ezpeziales :B sin duda alguna!
y eso es todo... es poquito pero salió directamente de mi corazón y si me faltó decir algo es porque simplemente ya te lo dije mil veces!
Wally wn, te amo mujer!
"nunca cambies xd" no, pero en serio wn! I MEAN IT! D:
"no importa si te mueres, me eres infiel 77, me rompes el corazon u.u, me hagas llorar, me golpees y no me dejes babear por otra gente" siempre habrá una niña que te querrá hartaaaazo.
ah! se me olvidadaba .-. si me eres infiel plz se sutil para decirmelo (Y)

Sin más que decir se despide tu amiga, prometida, novia, amante, complice, compañera, media hermana...

Emily A. Martin E. (:

Am i good enough for you to love me too?!

you hurt me yesterday, don't know how but you really did
and i can't stand this situation anymore i need to let you go
but something inside doesn't let me do it, a voice in my head tells my that i
have a tiny shot left. I'M SO SICK OF THIS lying to you about what's happening to me
when i'm a fucking mess and all i say is "i'm alright" but the truth is that I'M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY! yeah you shouldn't know what's wrong with me otherwise our 'friendship' will
be broken up forever...
I thought i could count on you in any situation, but this is so fucked up that i can't longer handle it
I'M A FUCKING MESS!
Suicide is tempting now to me now and i still think is a coward easy way out but i have no options left! i'd like to say FUCK YOU but i can't! i need you so much that it hurts just to think about it.
maybe just a simple word can fix that a lot,
Goodbye...

PS: I LOVE YOU


Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.

Not a song these are my real thoughts

Look at her she's crying so sick about all of your problems shut your lips, don't say a fucking word and you, standing there smirking at her!? aren't you ashamed? she used to be your best friend you used to love her you broke her heart creating stupid fairytales and telling lies to her face yelling to the sky you were in love when it wasn't true this pain of love will never stop that's your own creation oh! you're so stupid don't worry she doesn't needs you anymore it will take a bit but this will end right here!



i know is not all your fault BLAME ME

i won't get over you that fast just because I DON'T WANT TO! :D

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded




When my heart is completely broken i'll consider
the option to forget you, but now I LOVE BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU
well, i think "being in love" is too much but maybe is MORE THAN JUST A CRUSH?
sorry... but i fucking love you
you're not just a person, you'd been by my side since always!

We need to talk!

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right


i want you all for myself!
you're MINE and no one else's!!!!
and if you are here playing a FUCKING reckless game
fine, i'll be dead when the game is over

Wrong feelings?!

Wise men say only fools rush in
but I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
some things are meant to be
take my hand, take my whole life too
for I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
some things are meant to be
take my hand, take my whole life too
for I can't help falling in love with you
for I can't help falling in love with you

.- Thanks Elvis <3




Well the situation is absolutly out of any control but i will survive...
i'm falling in love so hard that i can't handle it, that kinda freaks me out a little bit 'cause
if this is just a game i won't be able to breathe anymore.

i'm destroyed

love is an evil drug !



if i did something wrong, please forgive me... it was never my intetion
even not knowing what i did


i hate feeling so hopeless, but you didn't even looked at me... just tell me what's happening!
i can't handle this situation if you're so speechless

just grab a knife and watch me die

is this just a game? cuz i don't wanna play, but i think i'm already in

I've seen you twice, in a short time
Only a week since we started
It seems to me, for every time
I'm getting more open-hearted

I was an impossible case
No-one ever could reach me
But I think I can see in your face
There's a lot you can teach me
So I wanna know





What's the name of the game
Does it mean anything to you?
What's the name of the game
Can you feel it the way I do
Tell me please, 'cause I have to know
I'm a bashful child, beginning to grow

And you make me talk
And you make me feel
And you make me show
What I'm trying to conceal
If I trust in you, would you let me down
Would you laugh at me
If I said I care for you
Could you feel the same way too?
I wanna know

The name of the game

NOT MY INTENTION! CUZ THAT CAUGHT MY ATTENTION!

this is kinda the way i'm feeling right now.
NO, i didn't kiss a girl and i liked it lol i just that... ok WHATEVER!
lol anyways...
this was never the way i planned!!!
this situation it's taking out of control!
those red lips are so fucking ... aww!
u know what i'm talking about don't u?

xo'

last night was the worst night ever!

i tried to turn on the TV to get you out of my head
feeling something deep inside that I just won't admit
It's not like I don't wanna commit
I just don't know why I can't stop feeling like this
Tell me Why?
does it hurt so bad Tell me Why?
does it make me mad, now I can see the storm's not gonna clear dressed in my pain and all of my tears

.- Love's great, but when you're not with the person you love IT REALLY SUCKS!

What's next

i felt so bad yesterday for deleting all the posts, but whatever...


don't know why, but lately i've been extra extra weird. My appetite has changed a lot these days, i feel moody, sad and suicide when i get home, THAT'S SO NOT NORMAL IN ME! i love being at home chillin' out and stuff, but now it feels like i need something to fill a hole inside of me. Damn it that means something about someone? oh SHIT i hate feeling like this, but after all is a good feeling right? i don't know what am i gonna do, i want to cry so badly
I NEED SOMETHING BUT DON'T KNOW WHAT!!
whatever, i think i won't talk again about the "I'M IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE I SHOULDN'T BE" problem cuz it's so WEIRD! fuck! i have to find another word! whatever, i've finally made my mind, and yeah i think i like that person but i don't know if i'm just IN LOVE WITH THAT PERSON or is just an OBSESSION, goddamn man! i'm talking about the problem now LOL
Anyways, i'll let the current flow by itself...
To that person i like, this song is perfect, cuz it talks about how i feel (i think i've heard that before LOL)


My heart by Paramore

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

i hate this stupid obsession!

i make them good girls go bad
i make them good girls go ...
i know ur type
yeah daddy's little girl
just take a bite
let me shake up ur world
cuz just one night couldn't be so wrong
i'm gonna make u loose control
she was so shy
til i drove her wild

CHORUS:
i make them good girls go bad
i make them good girls go bad
u were hanging in the corner with ur 5 best friends
u heard that i was trouble but u couldn't resist
i make them good girls go bad
i make them good girls go...

i know ur type
boy ur dangerous
yeah ur that guy
i'd be stupid to trust
but just one night couldn't be so wrong
u make me wanna loose control
she was so shy
til i drove her wild

CHORUS:
i make them good girls go bad
i make them good girls go bad
i was hanging in the corner with my 5 best friends
i heard that u were trouble but i couldn't resist
i make them good girls go bad
i make them good girls go...

oh
she got a way with the boys in the place
treat em like they don't stand a chance

and he got a way with the girls in the back
actin' like they're too hot to dance

yeah she got a way with the boys in the place
treat em like they don't stand a chance

and he got a way with the girls in the back
actin' like they're too hot to dance

i make them good girls go bad
i make them good girls go, them good girls go bad
yeah!
i was hanging in the corner with my 5 best friends
i heard that u were trouble but i couldn't resist
i make them good girls go bad
i make them good girls go bad
i make them good girls go...

good girls go bad
good girls go...

Good morning sunshine ♥

When the sun is up,
on a clear blue sky,
you will act like a lover
When the sky is grey,
and the rain comes down,
you will run for cover

Feel the heat, come out of cold,
and your arm is touching me

Good morning sunshine,
you're my only light
lying with me by my side,
you keep me warm all day
Just stay with me

Good morning sunshine,
be with me all day
Just don't let the rain pass you by
When it's cloudy and windy
and the snowflakes arrive,
you somehow just make me,
make me feel I'm alive

When you leave my field
then you light the stars
Fading away in horizon
there's a million streets
leading off the night,
waiting for sun to be risen

Feel the heat, come out of cold,
and your arm is touching me
Good morning sunshine,
you're my only light,
lying with me by my side,
you keep me warm all day
Just stay with me

Good morning sunshine,
be with me all day
Just don't let the rain pass you by
When it's cloudy and windy
and the snowflakes arrive,
you somehow just make me,
make me feel I'm alive

Hold it right there,
let me take a minute of your time,
to explain how I feel through these rhymes
I do the best I can, and believe me if I could
I'll build you a paradise with these two hands
the touch of your skin, makes my body go numb,
I'm thinking to myself, if my dream come true,
or is it 'cause you never give me a chance to tell you
how I feel, the moments we had were too precious to kill.

When it is cloudy and windy,
please turn your face at me

Good morning sunshine,
you're my only light,
lying with me by my side,
you keep me warm all day
Just stay with me

Good morning sunshine,
be with me all day,
Just don't let the rain pass you by,
when it is cloudy and windy
and the snowflakes arrive,
you somhow just make me,
make me feel I'm alive
make me feel I'm alive...

This is how my life HAS to end right now!

Standing here, listening to one of the most hurtful song ever i'm thinking about if i'm crazy or just maybe i'm not, the first alternative is quite true for me, but i don't know.
I constantly have this HUGE 'inside of me' battle, yeah deeply inside of me.
As i said in the last entry i've been building a huge shelter in this SOMEONE. And this someone has been part of my life so much time ago that now i see that someone as some kind of angel, IT'S SO WEIRD! and i hate doin' this to myself, my unconscious other me tells me that I'M COMPLETELY IN LOVE WITH THIS SOMEONE, but! my other conscious part of me says that IT'S JUST CRUSH or maybe i'm misundertanding signals, Whatever... the point is...
WHAT THE FUCK AM I GONNA DO? no clue!! of course.
i don't want to play with myself AGAIN, creating fairytales in my head, THEN when i comeback to reality i'm a FUCKING MESS! this is so sad. AM I GOING CRAZY OR SOMETHING?
hope this huge drama inside of me ends, but the stupid part of this is that I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN! damn it!is so FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING STUPID!

HELP ME! I'M CRAZY
i MUST disappear from earth!

.- Sunday

Another fight with myself, HUGE DRAMA! and i can't talk about it! DAMN!

So, i've recently built a shelter in 'THIS' and my 'SELF' is so confused and i think this is taking out of control. so that, i will post this song cuz describes everything i felt right now!
from The Used ♥ this song's called BLUE AND YELLOW

(it's feels so stupid talking to myself, but i'm soo used to it)

**

And it's all in how you mix the two
And it starts just where the light exists
It's a feeling that you cannot miss
And it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

Well you're never gonna find it
If you're looking for it
Won't come your way
Well you'll never find it
If you're looking for it

Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

And you never would have thought in the end
How amazing it feels just to live again
It's a feeling that you cannot miss
It burns a hole through everyone that feels it

Well you're never gonna find it
If you're looking for it
Won't come your way
Well you'll never find it
If you're looking for it

Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

Should've said something but I've said it enough
By the way my words were faded
Rather waste some time with you

Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you

Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste my time with you

Should've said something but I've said it enough
By the way my words were faded
Rather waste my time with you

Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way my hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you

[whispering:]
Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

Becoming my worst nightmare

so many ideas in my head,
so many thoughts i can't understand

the fact for me to suicide is now a temptation, but what's next?
leaving behind all the people i DO love?
never mind, i think after all
THERE'S NO EASY WAY OUT

A beautiful dream

Dreaming with you, it's almost like a dream come true.

Tuve un sueño, uno muy pero muy raro, pero a la vez no se... como que me dejo flotando en la nube 9 *¬*

Se trataba de yo en mi cumpleaños, que onda wn! mi cumpleaños fue hace semanas! en fin lo más raro fue que se celebrara en el liceo . __. y era todo tan CANDYLAND y habian trenes que daban paseos a la gente asi como por el techo onda como los trencitos del nivel 2 del juego de los 102 Dalmatas XDD qué especifico eso. ya y yo buscaba a un amigo y lo llamaba por celular pero no sabia muy bien quien era y empecé a gritar sy nombre, pero TIPICO! nada salia de mi estupida boca en eso me subo como al metro O__o cacha wn el metro na que ver xd
y lo encuentro, a él! a mi amigo y era FRANK! *-* y estaba con Jamia, creo ._.
Ya ps y como que nos encontramos y ñie nos abrazamos y llorabamos y ahh me acuerdo y se me llenan los ojos de lagrimas imaginate mi cara de felicidad y de extasis, ñieh! ; _ ;
Fue todo tan magico, bueno en fin luego como que todo es borroso, y estoy segura que pasaba algo con Trace Cyrus xddd pero no lo recuerdo muy bien, pero sé que pasaban muchas más cosas relevantes pero de verdad que no me acuerdo u.u
Asi que algo paso pero no recuerdo y creo que alguien amiga o anexa me dice chao y como que todos se empiezan ir de la fiesta y Frank le dijo a alguien que le diera mi numero de telefono o algo asi y yo para la cagá, porque supuestamente ya lo tenia, uyy que anexo eso ya en fin la cosa (ahhh recien me acorde de algo!) yo iba y corria a buscar algo a la sala pero en realidad me encerraba a llorar, porque tenia unas ganas tremendas de estar con Frank pero el ya se habia ido y corria por todos los pasillos del liceo gritando FRANKKK!!! y tá derrepente me encuentro con que la escalera estaba cerrada ._. y no podia bajar y alcanzarlo, asi que le pegue una super patada (de lo que yo me acuerdo xd) y de la nada me encuentro que estoy en las afueras del liceo (fue tan Tania Tabilo eso xd) y bueno supuestamente en San Martin seguia la fiesta y como que todos hacian como un carnaval y llevaban de esos globitos flaquitos y largos de muchos colores sobre todo morado ._. (:O buscare en un diccionario de sueños el morado!) ok en qué iba? ahh si ps y como que San Martin ya no era una calle asi chan llena de micros y weas como que habia un COLCHON GIGANTE xd y me meto en la multitud y ahi estaba él y lo alcanzo pero el REBOTA EN EL COLCHON Y SALE DISPARADO A LA VIDA XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ayy wn no puedo dejar de reir
las weas que sueño xd y ñie recuerdo que al final me da un beso y puta la wea ya no recuerdo más >< y eso! ._.
supuestamente soñar con famosos esporque recibire una oferta asdasdasd QUE MIEDO!
y soñar con globoses una cosa muy anexa...

:O:O:O EN MI HOROSCOPO DICE QUE ESTOY EN LA EPOCA PERFECTA PARA ENCONTRAR AL AMOR DE MI VIDA :O me vienen diciendo hace meses y todavia el wn no aparece na pué! xd a lo mejor sera mi vecino nuevo e__e
WHO KNOWS! lo descubriremos en el proximo programa!
xo'
Sunday

Everything we ever had

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us


These feelings for you
haven't changed at all
And i hope someday
you can finally tell me the truth
even if it hurts
i just want to know.

Did you forget what you felt in early years?
Do you feel the same now?

Please don't forget about us

**

I know we were young
but i don't know why, but i still feel like
i don't know...
my heartbeat races to death and my breath
gets deeper when i'm talking or thinking about you.
i just, i don't want to say that i'm in love cuz i know that i would not
stand another heartbreak...
and that's all i have to say, i hope someday we can finally be together
after all of our story that only you and me know.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...

Sunday