Am i good enough for you to love me too?!

you hurt me yesterday, don't know how but you really did
and i can't stand this situation anymore i need to let you go
but something inside doesn't let me do it, a voice in my head tells my that i
have a tiny shot left. I'M SO SICK OF THIS lying to you about what's happening to me
when i'm a fucking mess and all i say is "i'm alright" but the truth is that I'M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY! yeah you shouldn't know what's wrong with me otherwise our 'friendship' will
be broken up forever...
I thought i could count on you in any situation, but this is so fucked up that i can't longer handle it
I'M A FUCKING MESS!
Suicide is tempting now to me now and i still think is a coward easy way out but i have no options left! i'd like to say FUCK YOU but i can't! i need you so much that it hurts just to think about it.
maybe just a simple word can fix that a lot,
Goodbye...

PS: I LOVE YOU


Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.